Layers

Layers

 I am adding new pastel layers every day.
So thin are they, most can't see.
But they are me.
Creating impressive years of accumulation.
Adding weight to that which already pains,
Even more than the original wound. 
Someone please. 
Every song. Every love. Every spark teases 
And my mind quickly creates thin white 
Sheets to add to the layers like veils.
I tell myself they are protection.
I patiently allow them and wait.
One day, the wind will blow so gently, and
With great purpose,  will create reveal.
Showing my soul again. 
And I am fearing this is but another layer
We convince ourselves is hope.

 CNK

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